Trying not to be….
When I started this protocol almost 20 months ago, I was having, not doubts, but concerns, I think I’d tried so many methods that had been of no use whatsoever so even though this one that on the face of it appeared more substantial than anything else, there was something nagging away in the back of my mind. It was horrible really, I was thinking, here’s me, a 61 year old that’s had MS for over 13 years, a disease the doctors say is incurable, but according to information I was hearing I should be able to heal myself in four years… Its understandable really, the world’s medical experts all say it’s impossible, the pharmaceutical industry spend billions, yes billions on creating drugs that they promote as the only way to find any semblance of relief from a disease that will inevitably reduce living to existing….
So September 2017 was the start of what in reality is a life changing journey, month one was horrendous and I’m amazed I was able to stick with it. The difficulties eased a little during the second and third but it wasn’t until the sixth month that there were more good than bad days.
Looking back I realise how much better my life is now…. it’s only been nineteen and a half months… I get up every morning and actually look forward to the new day, I’m not healed yet, I’m not walking…yet, but I truly believe I’m close, this is happening, but I keep telling myself it’s a four year plan and I’m trying hard to not be optimistic…