My passion.
Personally I firmly believe that we should all have a goal in life, I think I’ve had some wonderful experiences that I’m grateful for, being able physically to have done what I’ve done, also to have travelled, met and worked with some beautiful people. Life now is very different and my goal in life, my passion is to change my current situation so I use my history, my experiences, my adventures as an aim for the future, I feel blessed to be able to draw on them and tell myself that’s what I will be able to do again. Now is now, it’s not perfect but it’s acceptable as what I have, if I’d done things differently I’d be an awful lot worse off than I am now so I’m grateful.
Living as I do now, my health and the life I have, I see as just a stepping stone to where I’m going, I’m in a holding pattern, it’s temporary, I’m not unhappy or anxious about it because this is where I am, not where I’ll be in an undetermined time, it might be 18 months or 3 years but that time doesn’t matter because it’s the journey I’ve chosen.
I’ve no interest whatsoever in diversifying or distracting my focus on the most important goal I’ve ever had, anything that could potentially jeopardize that, cannot take any of my time, not an hour, hell, not a freaking minute until I’ve achieved what I’m committed to. When I succeed there’ll be plenty of time to do those things, to socialise etc but for now my passion is one thing and one thing only, my health.