No it’s not the end of my time, well not in a bad way, no, it’s the end of the bad times for me, I love life and have been really happy about most of the life experience I’ve had so far. The last 17 years or the equivalent of a teenagers existence has been a struggle. That’s a long time to be struggling physically and constantly in pain 24/7, for 5 years before I was officially diagnosed in 2004 I knew I had a serious problem I just didn’t know it’s name.
Anyway I’m done with it, I’m not ending my life because that would be wrong, it would be stupid and a weak get out option that I’m never going to take. What I am saying is that I’ve tried so many things over the years, some have helped and some not at all, I’ve not failed completely but as yet I’ve not succeeded.
I have faith in a higher power, it might be God, it might just be an entity thought of as The Universe, they might be the same thing, I don’t know and I don’t think anyone else truly knows, I’m not insulting anyone’s belief but it’s just that, an opinion, a belief.
So I’m appealing to you, yes you who knows and sees everything, you that has the power to control and influence everything in this universe should you choose to do so. I’m not saying I’m more deserving than anyone else. There are others that have suffered more and for longer, and I know we sufferer what you think we can handle, but enough is enough. Give me back my life……please.
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