It’s not that!!! It’s this..
There is a big difference in the importance of choices we make if a person is healthy or unhealthy.
For the majority it’s simply down to one thing or the other…do I like it or not..?
Sadly its a little more complicated when you are one of the people like myself that has an illness the medical fraternity have all chosen to accept the catorization of being “incurable”… so when all of the so called experts…. HA!!!
have given up, its so much harder to remain firm in your belief that there must be a way, surely the continuation of being alive has got to be more than just “existing”.
Getting back to choices, having an illness, a serious life debilitating illness
like MS and always having the option of “do I accept defeat” and just exist in pain, frustration, humiliation and solitude or do I make the choice of No !!! I’m not giving up!!! I’m going to keep trying…
When you’ve made that choice, you have to be strong and committed to make choices you don’t like. I would love to have a pizza or Big Mac or ice cream occasionally but I know it would have serious implications, it would jeopardise my longterm plan to heal my body. So the choice of do I like and want it or not doesn’t matter…
It’s not that, it’s this..
Will it help or hinder me in my quest to Live again…