Is my own…
I think when I started the ABP 15 months ago my hope was that if I did this properly than after 4 years, not exactly that length of time to the day of course but roughly that, I’d be healed or at least in a significantly better condition than I was at that time. During the first two months my confidence in what I was doing was severely tested, I’ve written about some of the horrendous times I had, but as these things had been outlined to me by Janet I kept telling myself that those bad days were numbered, they gradually became fewer and further between. After about eight or nine months I was not having bad days as such, it was more of tough short periods and frequent rests was all I seemed to need to recuperate, so all in all the last two or three months of year one were very positive.
At the start of year two…. three months ago, I moved house, the stress and changes had a negative, almost overwhelming effect on this diseased mind and body of mine, but, anyone that’s read any of my 300 ish previous posts will know I’m an optimistic type of person and refuse to let negativity of any sort enter my mind.
So even though month 13 wasn’t great, it wasn’t bad either, just not as good as month 12, things became less difficult in month 14, and a few tweaks and adjustments have made month 15 into a really good one.
These past few days, no…this past week has been really good, my movement has been easier in lots of ways and has been noted by my carers which is nice for them to comment on. I think for anyone on this protocol there are always going to be friends and family that are concerned for our wellbeing, then there’s the doctors and healthcare providers that have concerns because in their opinion MS is incurable and what we are attempting is futile. However, after reading her detailed account of how she overcame this disease and hearing from others that have done the same, I have absolute confidence, I have faith, and guess what…. when it comes to opinions on the efficacy of the ABP, the only one that matters, is my own…