I’ll find….
We all have choices to make every day of our life, admittedly a lot are inconsequential, it really matters diddly squat with most whether you choose one way or the other, other it’s simply down to preference of tastebuds or the colour of paint. But when it comes down to whether you actually live or die, mentally or physically, those are choices that must be seriously considered.
In my case, my own life I made the decision to live, not exist or survive as skin wrapped around organs, bones and blood, totally dependent on others for everything. Having made that decision, I am committed to live by the requirements that when completed, will enable me to fulfil my desire. What I mean by that is that regardless of how boring it might seem to others, regardless of how difficult it gets, regardless of the thousands of things that go against me on this journey, I will find a way.
I think of my life and the desire to live as a parent would think about their new born child…whatever needed to be done to protect that fragile, delicate babe, whatever..it doesn’t matter how hard, boring, painful it was, I’ll find a way.