I’d be lying.
To a certain extent it was almost frightening on Wednesday, during the early part of the day particularly because I felt so good, everything I did from moving around the flat to simply the difference in my coordination and dexterity when opening supplement bottles or handling a pen and paper. It’s still surprising me as the improvements happen, okay at this time they are only with me for short periods, a matter of hours until a horrible debilitating weakness takes over, but again the opposite happens after a few hours rest or a decent sleep. So during the morning between 8.0 and 12.30.. ish… as the great feelings are strong my mind wanders, I stupidly remember being sick and weak to skip though my thoughts. I honestly believe that the mind, specifically the sub consciousness has a massive influence on your health, “if you think you can, or if you think you can’t…. you’re right“… that being said I have to take more control of my thoughts and accept that I truly am healing, admittedly it’s only 3 months and 1 week, the permanent effects are going to take years. The title of this post…if I said today was good, I’d be lying because it was way better than that.