How much…
Looking at life when you have a severely incapacitating disease can result in a depressing and a no point in trying attitude, I mean the longer you have the freaking, hideous life draining disease the worse and harder it gets to not just “try” but also think it’s worth putting yourself through more pain, frustration and demoralising heartache.
On top of being one of the 2.3 million MS sufferers out of a population of around 7.5 billion….. hmm… if MS was a good thing it would make me a very lucky and special person, but sadly its not, it’s a life sucking problem, so ontop of that I had a fall 27 months ago that buggered my knees which has kept me in bed 23.5 hrs per day, which also means my once powerful thighs have wasted away and I have a butt that feels like I’m permanently sat on a drawing pin because of bed sores, so even moving a little trying to get a tiny bit more comfortable is horrible and knowing my seated position is how I am all day and night, yes I have to try and sleep sat up… not easy and a tad frustrating.
So… when I see these poor people suffering because hey haven’t been on holiday …”for two years” !!!! Ahh…poor people…
I think to myself, stop bloody complaining, my Lockdown has meant being sat in the same position in my bed for 27 months, I’ve only been out of my house once in 44 months, my own situation is bad but in reality there are millions and millions that have it so much worse.
Sorry, I’m digressing, getting back to us as in MS sufferers and me specifically.
I’ve always been the type of person that doesn’t just accept the bad things that happen in life, I try to make things better, not cover them up or ignore or sweep them under the carpet, but look for a way to genuinely fix it.
It’s not because I’m a scouser with a German (by birth) mother, I also survived Liverpool in the 50’s 60’s and 70’s and had a tough, “don’t look at me that way”dad who’s hand and my ass knew each other really well.
I don’t think any of that makes an ounce of difference in my attitude to this disease. Even before learning about the lifestyle and life changing Ann Boroch Protocol I was constantly looking for and trying whatever I could to beat and remove MS from my body..
I try then get knocked down, so I try again then get knocked down again but get back up and keep trying, I’m feeling stronger everyday and after 18 yrs and 4 months genuinely believe I’m sooo close..
Multiple Sclerosis isn’t incurable, well it is if you give up and stop trying.
The way I see it is, I can…. you can stop being a victim, make the decision to be a winner, it all comes down to…
How much to you want to live again…