How do I feel?
The end of my 25th month is only 8 days away and the progress I’m making is going to plan, on saying that, I honestly believe that the disease had taken an extremely firm grip before I started the protocol so to have achieved the progress I’ve had is in my opinion, extremely good.
Over the last three or four days I feel I’ve taken a big step forward, I’m nowhere near as tired as I was only a month ago, and then I was significantly better than the previous year. I get frustrated with myself because I constantly try to do more than my MS body is capable off. I have to keep reminding myself that I’m still sick… There is part of my brain that keeps remembering what I did and forgets it’s not what I can do now. So it’s annoying when I find myself in a precarious position, gripping the handrails or door frame as if my life depended on it because I know I’ve tried to do more than I should and I’m about to collapse and crash and burn. So healing the body, the brain and removing the toxins that have accumulated and taken up permanent residence is a long term project. It’s happening, of that there isn’t a smidgen of doubt. Doing this as we know is a long process, it’s clearly documented and proven….. Yes Proven.
Healing the body, happens… re-educating muscle memory will require a less stubborn mind, which I have…
So after two years and one month, how do I feel….
Good…….very good!!!!!