Get worse.
Following a plan, any plan to change something that’s been in place for a long time is always going to be difficult, it’s not as if it’s possible to just change the ingredients and methods you’ve used for years and expect everything to improve immediately. Just imagine having a really sporty BMW M3 but over the years you’ve been putting the lowest grade petrol and the cheapest oil in, not because you’re a skinflint but the car was so expensive and you just couldn’t afford the good stuff. So gradually the super fast car that was, now takes a week to get to its top speed and the clunking and rattling when it was turned off was embarrassing.
So you come into some cash and decide to treat the car to top grade petrol and oil, that’ll fix it surely…. well no it won’t, in fact if anything it just seems worse than ever. How can that be…. surely if the good lubricants are going in then that’s got to make it better….
After flushing the BMW’s lubricants, oils and fuel system a couple of times, putting in a new battery and a days overhaul will just about make in run as good as new. Now think about you, likening a really expensive top of the range Beemer to a human body that’s a billion times more complicated, intricate and delicate isn’t the same.
A human body is a completely different kettle of fish…. the complexity of the body requires lots more hand holding, for instance the blood isn’t just red stuff, there’s more than fifty different components that have been altered by poor nutrition and just downright bad chemicals that unbeknownst to you were in some things you ate and drank over many years. Anyway cutting a long story short, the changes you…. we..make will take time to have a positive lasting effect, in fact you’ll probably get worse before you’ll get better. After five and a half months of steady improvements I have I have to remind myself daily that the small knock backs are part of the long term healing process because I occasionally feel a little worse than the previous day.