Rather Be Healthy

Slight improvements.

I was looking back at my posts to see when I first wrote about Ann Boroch and what she’d done as in cure herself of MS, well I’d finished her book and wrote about it on the 20th of August. I think it was about a week later that I truly started the diet as in the foods I could and shouldn’t eat also the Candida Cleanse.  So it’s only been a month not 5 weeks as I thought, that actually really pleases me, I’ve experienced very positive, noticeable improvements in only a month…. yay!!!!. The changes are probably not visible to anyone seeing me but the tiny changes are so significant to me. As I’ve said before, manoeuvring around the flat and being very conscious of not dragging my left foot, my toes over the carpet strips and scraping the skin off is huge to me. Being able to swing my left leg up onto the bed and not have to rest 30 minutes till I’ve got the strength to man handle it with great difficulty is so nice. My condition is still dire, I still suffer, I still struggle very much as the day wears on. But not as much as I did a month ago, and definitely nowhere near as much as I would if I hadn’t been trying as hard as I have over the past 13 years. I haven’t cured myself….. yet… but I will and all the pain, frustration, humiliation and massive fatigue while trying to motivate and inspire myself will have been worth it. I honestly believe that everything happens for a reason, maybe me getting sick was so that I’d look and look and try everything under the sun till I found the way or meet the person, (which I did) that could add the last piece of the jigsaw puzzle. Having a disease that the doctors and neurologists say is incurable and everyday I would get closer and closer to not wanting to live is a hard thing to take. Luckily, me being me, meant I looked at the original neurologist that diagnosed in Colorado in February 04, and just told him I’d deal with it, I am 13 years later and guess what Dr I know more than you because I’m a neurologist, I don’t look like other MS sufferers and I’m noticing slight improvements… “so there!!!!.

What you believe.

Just because you personally don’t actually know or really understand how or why something works doesn’t mean it’s not real or valid. Think about it for a moment…. the wind in your face as you walk down the street!!!! What is it? You know it’s wind because you were told that when you were at school, you can’t see it, you can’t touch it but it’s there, where exactly does it come from. What is air, again you can’t see or touch it, how would to explain it to someone? it just is… you know for an indisputable fact that this invisible thing is absolutely 100% necessary for you and all humans, animals and insects to exist. Electricity… not good or bad, it will light up a who’re house or church, no bias or opinion  it just is…. what is it, go on explain what it is. You know the television, the computer, the lights in the house and millions of other thing will not work without electricity, but how does it do it, you can’t categorically describe the exact process, it just does.

Truth… Truth is truth isn’t it… no not exactly, there are two truths, there’s factual truth and your truth.. factual.. the monarch of Great Britain and Northern Ireland is Queen Elizabeth 2nd, it’s an indisputable fact. My truth…. it hasn’t happened yet but I know I will be healed before the close of 2020…

How… powerful anti fungals, great supplements, good nutrition and the Don Croft Zapper, how? by clearing the Candida, by replacing damaged cells, enzymes and rebuilding organs, by killing and removing parasites and pathogens from my body. The specifics of exactly how the four I mentioned will do it, I don’t know, but just as you know taking a lung full of air keeps you alive, I know they will cure me, I’ve said this before “what you believe, you make true”.

Two months.

Being weak is a bummer, really it’s so demoralising to struggle to do the most basic things and I mean basic, the weakness in my legs trying to stand or move around desperately clinging to furniture and door frames. The weakness in my hands and lack of coordination can be so embarrassing and frustrating. But for all the time in pain, being embarrassed and humiliated it has taught me to be more understanding, more considerate and patient, but I think more than any other emotion it’s taught me to be grateful. As I’ve said before I’m so lucky, there are so many more people that are sicker than me, have less help, fewer resources and the most significant thing is they have no real hope for a future worth living. Me however…. I live in a nice flat, I have enough money each month to buy food and my supplements, watch TV, surf the web and the last thing is that I have 100% confidence that I’m on the road to recovery. I know the supplements are right, at last, I know my diet is right and using the Zapper is making a real difference. The changes are happening slowly but surely, I’m experiencing more positives than negatives and there’s a good chance that my strength will start to improve, I don’t know exactly when but there’s a strong likelihood that it will be around the two month point. It’s been just over a month since I started this new regime, oh I’m so excited.

Up’s and downs..

I’m following a fairly struck, no, very struck dietary program, in reality it’s not too difficult for me as an awful lot of the restrictions I’d already eliminated for my diet, I’m gluten intolerant, lactose intolerant and I try my hardest to avoid the worst of the worst, the white poison masquerading as something good….. sugar.. I’d found a fantastic once a day treat, sugar free chocolate that is freaking delicious but it’s sweetened with maltitol another no, no for me so I’ve not had it for 3 weeks. I take a herbal Candida Cleanse three times daily, digestive enzymes and adrenal support along with the Mighty 90 from Youngevity which in my humble opinion are the best supplements available anywhere.(see www.Youngevity.com). Also for about 2 weeks I’ve been using the Don Croft Terminator T-Rx Zapper, I started slowly but now I use it for about 12 hours per day. Everybody has parasites and pathogens to some degree in their body, they are all positively charged, basically the Zapper floods the body with good negative ions that destroy parasites.

So I believe what I’m doing on good advice and direction from Janet O and Don Croft will force me down a path of healing, however it doesn’t happen overnight although it would be fantastic if it did. No, the process is a long arduous journey with good days and bad. I know there will be up’s and downs, they can be difficult and painful, as in my falls last week, but I know it’s happening and it just requires a high level of mental strength which I have.

Am I surprised…

You all know that I voice my beliefs about how my condition, my health or lack of will change, I’ve been honest when I’ve said that I know it will happen I just don’t know exactly when this magical change will take place. The basis of said change is firmly set on the efforts, the unfailing confidence and mental attitude, I know the last two are almost the same but when everything around you is collapsing they both have a very important integral role in succeeding. Anyway getting to specifics, putting aside the fifty plus things I’ve tried over the past 14 years it’s the latest two that have had the biggest impact on me. When Janet contacted me through Facebook, she’d seen one of me daily posts and after several back and forth messages told me that she had once been in my exact health condition but using the Ann Boroch method she had 99.9% cured herself. On hearing this I committed myself to following the same path and I’m so pleased I am. The second of the two methods is something I’ve known about for ten years but dismissed as some weird and wonderful thing that only people that were “out there” do, not logical professional people with medical backgrounds and training. How wrong I was…. now I’m not in a position to say I’ve cured myself, far from it but if you think of a 1 to 10 scale and in my condition taking the frustration, weakness, extreme fatigue into consideration then 2 days ago I was at a 1 which is pretty darn low. Don Croft gave me some advice about using the Zapper which I started yesterday. It’s not a case if “hey Presto” but it is a case of me feeling like I’m at 2 on that scale. It might only be one step forward but a 2 from 1 is a 100% improvement and that to me is fantastic. Is it the Candida Cleanse or the Zapper, I don’t know but what I do know is I’m ever so grateful to Janet Orchard and Don Croft, so as per the title of this post, am I surprised…  no but I’m dead chuffed.

The big picture.

Okay I had two and a half really bad days from Monday afternoon but Thursday after such a terrible time was not a bad day at all, yes I was still weak but not “very weak” as I had been, I was able to get around with far less fuss and less pain than previously. So in reality I should consider that a good day, when I say being weak, it’s not just feeling worn out after a hard day’s work, no that wouldn’t be a problem, it’s being unable to stand or open an envelope. Yes Thursday was a much better day, when I look at this horrible predicament I find myself in, there is so much to feel negative about, apart from the two falls recently which caused excruciating pain, I’m in pain as soon as I wake up until I’m in that wonderful place called sleep although it’s only five hours it’s quite rejuvenating, the pain is bearable. Because I’ve been in pain for the past thirteen plus years I’ve just accepted and when possible I ignore it. The limitation it places on me is equally as painful in a different way, I mean you all know how physically active I was so to be as useful as a garden hose trying to put out a fire on the Empire State building is hard to take. Okay, okay enough negativity, I’m alive with hope and genuine knowledge that I will get better soon. I know that because I’ve been told, so looking at the big picture, I’ve been there, done that, I’ve the T shirt and the video, I’ve so much to be grateful for.

I’m being tested.

I wrote yesterday about a visit I’d had, it was strange and slightly surreal as the visit I had was from me, yes me, as in Stefan from three years in the future who was able to make a unique leap into his past. Quantum jumping apparently is where a person can make a leap across time, he told me, I must firstly say it was so weird actually having a conversation with myself. It wasn’t  just me talking to myself in my head, I could actually see him sat across the room, it was me, actually I looked great. Basically he, who is really me, just from the future,  told me that what I’m doing, the Zapping and the dietary changes as per Ann Boroch might not seem good right now but they are working correctly. I think most people are so accustomed to taking a pill that appears to be helping but is only masking the symptoms by numbing brain receptors, so looking at me, struggling and in pain they simply can’t see the changes. There’s probably ten trillion cells in the body so removing the bad guys, the parasites and pathogens takes time, it’s not a simple case of putting some insulating tape over some electric wires to stop them recognising a problem which is what drugs do.

So the bad guys are trying their best to keep causing havoc in all the different systems and organs while I’m trying my best to get rid of them. The bad guys are doing what they do best and making my life miserable. But as I’ve said and as me from the future has told me, I just have to ignore them and stick to the program 100%.

The thing is, I know this will work and I know I have to be strong because now I’m being tested.

You might remember.

You might remember reading a post from Stefan (me back then) about a new regimen he’d started that had been created by Ann Boroch who very mysteriously died, she had cured herself of multiple sclerosis a disease doctors in the western world consider incurable. Hah!!! The reason they say is incurable is simply because they are freaking numb and refuse to look at the root cause. Anyway to explain this post and the title, this is me, Stefan, but not the Stefan from now as in your time. Okay that probably sounds a little spooky and far fetched, but it’s true, using something called “Quantum jumping”  I’ve stepped back in time for a very specific and important reason. You might have noticed that Stefan of now is struggling, he’s been going through a very difficult time, he’s been very weak and he’s fallen a couple of times and let me tell you, I, he was very worried. I know there were times he almost gave up, but I must say I’m so chuffed he didn’t or I wouldn’t be here in my time and he’s got three years before “this” will happen. So I made this once in a lifetime jump to kick him up the ass and reassure him he’s doing the right things with the Ann Boroch diet and the Don Croft Zapper.

Be strong my friend, me, whoever just keep doing it.

Stefan 2020.

Am I stupid.

Am I stupid or just arrogant or both? Knowing I fell and twisted my knee on Sunday I told myself that after my lovely carer Megan left just after 12.15 that I’d go to bed and just rest. I knew that the time doing nothing, just resting and meditating would be the best thing I could do. But no, arrogant Stefan thought it okay to get up and try to carry on as normal, if being me could ever be considered normal of course. Anyway the buzzer rang letting me know my delivery from Amazon had arrived, so numb head me attempts to answer the phone across the room. This is where my legs buckled under me, massive pain as my left leg was completely bent under me as I fell backwards cracking my head on the table and knocking a half pint of swamp juice on my head and the floor. It’s not really swamp juice it just looks like it. Needless to say the door didn’t get answered and it was a good 30 minutes later that I managed to get to my bed, no food for me. Lesson….. Don’t be a stupid arrogant git..

Note: I wrote to Don Croft the maker of my Zapper and asked if he’d come across the same problem of extreme weakness while using the Zapper, he very kindly responded with an answer that made absolute sense. What frustrates me is why I didn’t see the answer myself…  The Zapper is killing parasites and removing pathogens, so what’s happening.? Detoxification duh!!!! Of course I’d go through this, it’s just proving its working.

Could have been worse.

Sunday was Z4, sounds good doesn’t it, Z4… no I’m not in a 60’s police series. It started great, in fact from a Zapper and AB point of view it was all good. There was a problem but in reality it was of my own doing, just a case of overconfidence that resulted in a fall. But as the title says, it could have been worse… As it was a chilly morning I started off with my tracky bottoms on but by 10.30 I knew I was getting warm and you know how that affects me so I decided to go put my shorts on. This is where the overconfidence came in, I didn’t exactly try to walk normally but I didn’t take as much care as I should have, which resulted in a fall that could easily have been a serious problem, but because of my cat like reflexes… not really, but I did manage to avoid whacking my head against the bedside table, (nightstand for my U.S. friends),  my right knee twisted under me, it’s not swollen so I don’t think I’ve done any serious damage but I am struggling to move around at the moment so will need help.

But in the main I felt good all day and taking Ann’s advice my Adrenal support arrives Tuesday that hopefully eases the midday rests. I think I used the Zapper for 6 hours, 3 in the morning and 3 mid to late afternoon.