I have to be strong…I’m referring to believing in myself and having the courage of my convictions…So I tell myself several times each day that I have to walk the walk not just talk the talk but it’s hard being alone and feeling so bad in several ways. I drink the water with H2O2 in (hydrogen peroxide) sounds a lot worse when I say it like that. It has the most disgusting aftertaste and extremely painful in my gut. However the taste go’s after 5 minutes and the pain eases off a couple of minutes later.
So its the build up to the drink thats hard, thinking about it sends a feeling of dread right through me, but as I said I have to believe in Dr. Cavanaugh’s research, her book “The One Minute Cure” is full of compelling research, evidence and testimonials that give me hope.
Having hope is so significant for what I’m doing, just think of yourself in my position, ok I was very active physically, some readers will know about the skydiving, scuba diving, mountain biking, hang gliding, rock climber and I flew small aircraft. Now it’s a very different story, now my days excitement is limited to soaking in a bath with magnesium chloride, wondering which T shirt to wear, what’s for lunch and reading. So constantly looking for a way to eliminate this crappy debilitating disease from my body plays a major role in my life.
It’s not all bad though, I am in a far better position than I was when I lived in Colorado, here I have family nearby, mum, sister Suzie and niece Deb’s have been fantastic in so many ways, for their love and support I will always be grateful.
Putting it into perspective, sucking an old sweaty sock (H2O2 tastes like that) and the gut ache are a small price to pay if this protocol works.
I took a break from writing this a few minutes back and made my drinks for the rest of the day then without putting any thought into it I had my second dose…yeuk…. but I came back to writing so I didn’t give myself any time dwelling on the impending doom which was the best thing to do in hindsight.
Sunday’s are my “fast” day which starts at 6pm Saturday thru 6pm Sunday, so I’m looking forward to my meal in 6 hours. Actually I think Dr. Cavanaugh’s protocol for H2O2 which requires drinking it 1 hour before and at least 3 hours after has a big effect on the taste and pain. Not having food in the gut certainly makes a difference. I have been meticulous about the dose and timing however I am noticing a difference today over previous days because of the fasting. I’ll still eat on other days but I will be very conscious of the amount of food I eat.
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