Normal…
As I’ve mentioned many times before, the first three months of the ABP are very difficult, the changes that appear as the months go by manifest themselves in a very subtle way, you are struggling one day and then followed by days that aren’t particularly great, it’s just that they aren’t painful or difficult to get through. I personally found that I really appreciated them and felt happy knowing that the progression through my healing journey was on track.
I think if the protocol could be outlined specifically, which it can’t for every participant, then each individual would have a far better chance of succeeding but as I said, it can’t be done that specifically…… why?…. because we are all different… No two MS suffers are exactly the same, their current age, their age when they got this horrid disease, their gender, location and a thousand other variables will influence their progress. But there is a rough guide depending on a multitude of things. I know when I started just over eighteen months ago I had to be strong, I had to reread the books, watch motivational YouTube videos and constantly tell myself to have faith… very difficult especially when it’s not as I was or you’re in a hospital or sterile environment being looked after and meticulously guided by others that know 100% that this works.
I personally feel massively better now than how I did and am absolutely confident of my progress and ultimate success in a couple more years, two more years which is no big deal when looking at the big picture, the one that incorporates living a healthy life. This is the main reason I write my posts, I know this isn’t easy, I know it’s damn hard but I also know that this works and I have to share the potential of this protocol and try to help others that are going through the same things I did.
It’s strange really as I have to pull back in my confidence to ensure that……over confidence doesn’t take control and jeopardize all the improvements that are slowly but surely becoming normal.