Hard to describe, really…
I think most people reading my blog will have a good understanding of the type of person I am, I’ve said before that I don’t consider myself better than anyone else but I know I can be more focused and determined which in my opinion gives me a better than average chance of fulfilling my goal.
I watch two or three motivational YouTube videos everyday and I’m constantly myself that I will succeed, this on occasions is very difficult when I’m going through a tough patch such as the period since moving at the end of August.
However, watching the videos and telling myself I’m getting better and better everyday in every way is of no use whatsoever if my inner self, my subconscious mind doesn’t believe it….so overriding the obvious, the physical pain and mental anguish is hard, but it Must be done in order for me to genuinely Feel it.
This week as I get out of bed I’ve forced myself to stand up without leaning or resting against anything, yesterday and today I did two sets of ten squats unaided… My legs feel totally fatigued afterwards but stronger as the day goes on, I’m so, so proud of myself, I really am, it’s hard to describe the feeling.
There is only one Stefan Cairns, born in1955 in Liverpool, son of Harry and Gina, I only have one life and I only live one day at a time so I fully intend to be the best Me possible everyday …there are people alive and no longer with us that motivate me into being strong and to never give up. I’ve made a promise to myself and I don’t break my promises.