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My mind works in funny, strange ways and I know that, I don’t really have an explanation as to why I seem to be always able to see something positive in the current situation I find myself in. Maybe I’m just weird, I spend my day going about the normal things I have to do, it might not seem important to anyone else but my days revolve around timing. I know I have to drink specific drinks, water with supplemental additions, I have to take my supplements not just anytime but specific times as I know my carer will be here and replace drinks ready for the next day. My loo visits and any deliveries need to be timed, I know it probably seems rather basic and boring but it’s so important to me, yes I am weird!!! Back to my mind…. the way I see it is this, the disease that squats in me is apparently incurable so they say, it breaks down myelin sheath surrounding the nerves in the brain and central nervous system which as you can imagine has a very debilitating effect on how the body functions. Muscle atrophy and dexterity are badly affected, as all muscles weaken and waste the ability to move is seriously impaired. So if…… if this is what’s happening then I should be permanently in a wheelchair and need constant help. But what I’m doing with supplements, nutrition and meditation is making a difference, to a certain extent it’s keeping the worst of the symptoms at bay. Now my weird mind is seeing that as really positive, the world of medical experts say this is unbeatable but little old me, emphasis on the old is moving in a positive way. I’m 61 yrs old, I’ve hand MS for seventeen years and I’m not beaten so I’ve a smile on my face knowing, not hoping or thinking but absolutely knowing that I will win.
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