Rather Be Healthy

You’re right…

Since I came back to the UK after 11 yrs in the beautiful state of Colorado in the USA I lived alone in a nice flat in Worksop for 5 yrs then moved into a 350yr old converted barn which I rent from my sister.
Apart from a couple of visits to register with my local GP and a trip to the hospital 18 months ago for an X-ray they are the only times I’ve been out of this building in 3 1/2 yrs.
Then to make things worse I had a nasty fall that buggered knees 2 yrs ago which has meant I’ve been in bed since.
Fortunately with the help of my carers I’m able to be in the bathroom for 30 min each day….whoa… aren’t I the lucky one!!!
It would be very easy to get depressed but I force myself to stay focused on what I absolutely believe will happen, and that’s complete healing.
How?
Two things, I absolutely believe in the ABP…what Ann Boroch did was incredible, she created the protocol using her own research and trial and error then successfully healed herself.
I read her book and did my own research then very fortunately was contacted by Janet who has guided me as she has done to hundreds of others.
The second thing in reality is just as important.
I watch YouTube motivational videos everyday, I meditate for hours..
I repeat mantras, again for hours each day.
“I am whole, perfect, strong powerful, loving harmonious and happy”
“I am betting better and better, everyday in every way”.
It might seem boring and tedious to some people, but I absolutely believe in what I’m doing so thè way I see it is my life, of which there’s a lot more to live, is a damn site more important than being bored for a few hours each day.
So I tell myself….yes TELL myself that my healing will happen, regardless of boredom, frustration and pain it IS HAPPENING…
FACT.
As I’ve said many times before..
If you say You CAN.
Or
If you say you can’t…
YOURE RIGHT…

My life is…

I’m reasonably sure that my attitude has always been one of optimism from as long ago as when in my late teens.
I joined the army as a boy soldier at the Army Apprentice College in Chepstow South Wales, it was difficult but in reality there was no benefit in being negative, we had to deal with whatever issue, problem or challenge was placed in front of us.
Throughout my life I’ve come across sooo many people that complain and moan, “why do these bad things always happen to me”…
They happen because they attract them themselves, when your attitude and general demeanor is one of negativity then more negativity comes to you.
These people who say things like ” I’m a realist, or I live in the Now” are just basically a defeatist, their get up and go has got up and gone.
Life happens… deal with it!!!
Yes I’m a positive and optimistic person who has had multiple sclerosis for eighteen years, but there are many, many scientifically proven reasons why this horrid disease is living in my body such as Mercury in amalgam fillings and foodstuffs that encourage candida growth, but my life could be so much worse if it wasn’t for positivity and that help and assistance will come to those that attract it.
That being said, regardless of my attitude, MS has happened but because of my attitude I’m slowly and surely kicking its ass…
I’m 100% confident in the ABP and as hard as it is I’m maintaining positivity in everything I say and do.
My mantra is..
Life is getting better and better, everyday in every way…

How much…

Unless a person actually has or has had this horrid disease they could never “truly” understand the pain, frustration and desperation felt during “life”…
It’s not a momentary or temporary thing, It’s an every second of every minute of everyday thing. So regardless of the often said condolences, yes they are being sympathetic and offering support, but this is our life and we have two choices….. feel sorry for ourselves, ah poor me… or make the decision, regardless of how difficult it is to fight against a disease which mistakenly thinks its unbeatable.
I’m not unique or special, I’m just a guy that believes in something… so I have the “courage of my convictions”. I read the books, I talked with Janet and I read the books again then I made a promise to myself… no one else, but to me and I value, I respect Me!!! so I’m going to give the ABP a 100% commitment, not 97 or 98 or 99% but 100% meaning that when it’s hot or cold and dark and at 3 a.m. as it is now and I struggled like mad trying to get back into bed after exercising in a very limited and painful way that I do what needs to be done… this is a so called “incurable disease”, its not going to be easy to beat, but it is beatable, its been proven by Ann Boroch and replicated by thousands of others.
It all comes down to one thing, yes One…
How much do you want it!!!!

Than it !!!

When I was diagnosed with “it” eighteen years ago, my initial response to the neurologist was that, yes its bad but I wouldn’t take the prescribed drugs and I’d  just deal with it in a natural way.
Anyway after thirty minutes of arguement with him, who insisted he knew best… I left…drug free… but on my drive home from “The Rose” hospital in Denver  Colorado I started to have doubts and concerns about how on earth I was going to achieve what I’d  so resolutely told the neurologist.
I was married to a woman from Colorado at that time who’s reaction to my news and discussions was not exactly what I’d  hoped for.
She was obviously very sad but also very mad that I wouldn’t take the “medication”…. I spent a lot of time justifying my actions and explaining that drugs treat symptoms, while the actual cause of the problem is just getting worse.
I had argument after argument with my wife and work colleagues over the following weeks and months but even though I didn’t know what I know now, I was determined to find a way.
I continued working full time in a very stressful job for 7 years, often 50 or 55 hours each week, I actually worked nearly 4 years without having a single  holiday.
After at least 50 attempts of trying various things, I learned about and started on the ABP which I’m 100% confident will enable me to genuinely “live” again.
I’m proud of my achievements in life, I’m glad that I have the determination, patience and focus to do this.
I’m not going to harp on about where I’ve been and all I’ve done because that was a lifetime ago.
But…
I’m a good man…
The disease that’s been squating in my body is evil, its horrid and has one goal… to take my life..
That’s not going to happen, I’m not unique or better than any of the other 2 million plus sufferers, but what I do know is that.
I’m better than It..