Rather Be Healthy

Journal.

Why do I bother? Why do I write and openly profess to the world about how I will overcome a supposedly incurable disease when the medical fraternity and that includes the pariahs…… the pharmaceutical industry who all make categorical irrefutable statements in their opinion that multiple sclerosis cannot be cured. The reason “they” say it is, is because MS like several other diseases is quite frankly a “Cash cow” for them. All of those co called incurable diseases make billions and billions of dollars/pounds in profits for them so why on earth would they find a cure!!!!

I digress, getting back to my point, I write most days as a way to inspire and motivate myself, no one else can and that’s not a complaint or criticism it’s just a fact. I was telling a friend yesterday (you know who you are) that I’m a man of my word so I will not go back on that, I’m stating out loud that I will cure myself and as a man of principle I will not shirk from my duty. I consider my writing for my blog as my own personal journal.

Give up.

If I start my day as I did yesterday by being in my Mag Chloride bath at 05.45 and soaking for an hour then I feel so much better than I do on other days, so ideally it would be the thing to do everyday. However as beneficial as it seems, getting there is not as easy as you might think, as I’ve said previously, moving about is difficult, it’s physically very demanding, so the extra effort required, as basic as it seems, is really hard for me, on top of that the initial effect and for the following 30 minutes puts me into a state of utter exhaustion. So I go through a really conflicting period, I know the mag chloride has residual benefits but the “NOW” period is exhausting. Similarly I know the long term benefits of exercising are good for me but even doing what appears to be very basic fundamental exercise initially completely drains me. My body is shouting at me to not repeat the exercise…. please no more, but the mentally experienced part is saying “Stefan, don’t give up, don’t be a wimp”. My knowledge of how the body works, how muscles go through an accelerated period of atrophy because of the disease I have, I know if I don’t do it, if I don’t persevere with the supplements and exercise the MS will beat me. Anyone that knows me, knows I’m from Liverpool and I am a son of an amazing mother, knowing this you’ll also know that the words Give up, are not in my vocabulary.

Easy path.

I think that because of the ease in getting a message out to the majority of people via television, magazines and the internet that misinformation whether we want to know it or not is crammed into our minds almost every minute that we are awake. So is it any wonder that 9 out of 10 people seem to be more than willing to take the easy path when it comes to what they see as an answer.

Living is a constant challenge, just being able to survive, looking after yourself, your spouse and kids is a 24/7 job… when there’s a problem with health for you or a loved one, the automatic reaction is to give/take a pill and because of the ease in the way the bastards, sorry, pharmaceutical companies pretend to be promoting something that’s good, you just believe them. The toxic drug, and make no mistake about it, it is toxic will temporarily mask the problem, drugs of today turn off receptors in your brain, the ones telling you that something you’ve probably put into your body is hurting you.

Hmmmm doesn’t seem like the best route to take, the keep mopping up the water method as opposed to turn the tap off and pull the plug out of the sink first way.

It scares me knowing that a billion dollar giant has completely brainwashed the people and the medical professionals who initially had the desire to help, but are now simply dishing out drugs and taking the easy path.

Who am I…..

I’m not a Doctor or PhD…. I’m not a medical professional… ….

I’m not a magician…. I’m not an illusionist… .

I’m not special…. I’m not better than you…

Enough of what I’m not, what I am is me, I’m Stefan and because of that I know that certain things, good things will happen to me, for me and because of me. I know that I will get better, the disease that’s squatting in me will leave, how it will go, I don’t know but I do know….. not think… not wish, I know it will go. I will live a long healthy, wealthy and happy life. Again I’m saying I don’t know exactly how, I’m not being specific by saying I will win millions on the lottery or anything else but I know God, The Universe or whomever you chose to call him will make this happen for me, no one will be deprived or neglected because they are more deserving, no one will suffer but I will have health and wealth, why….. because I know I will…. because I’m Stefan….

Back in 1999 I’d been living in Florida for 18 months, that was broken up into several three month periods then a month or so back in England. It was a good period of my life, I owned more than 100,000 shares in a company that were about to have their IPO, and make me a multimillionaire. I’d spend my days researching other stocks to buy on the NASDAQ and working out at the gym or running on the beach, to say I was having a good time was an understatement. I looked forward to Sunday when I would spend the morning at my church, St Augustine Southern Baptist was a beautiful church in many, many ways. I remember quite clearly one evening leaving bible study, I was feeling quite humble in the presence of such nice people. I was walking to my car when a friend asked me why I was looking as I did, I explained that I was just a normal person, I’d done lots of things in my life, worked hard but what was about to happen would change my life completely. Again she looked puzzled and asked me to explain, I felt strange, almost embarrassed and told her about the shares, the IPO and the money I’d make, I told her that it just didn’t seem right and said “I’m not worthy”….

It was only a few months later that I had the fall and smashed my face into the concrete step. That led to the dentistry that in reality was the cause of the disease I have now. The following year saw the Geoff Squire intervention and the consolidation of shares so the IPO never happened.

Ok leap forward seventeen years to now, imagine this, you know how it feels waking up on a Sunday morning after over indulging Saturday night, you have a bit of a fuzzy head. What if you the had to negotiate your way through one of those fun houses at the fairground that has strange shaped rooms and uneven floors. Added to this someone has strapped really heavy weights to your wrists and ankles. You find it really difficult trying to do anything, your limbs are struggling with the weights plus you have really thick motorcycle gloves on making finger dexterity non-existent.

I say this because the above description would be hard to cope with for a few minutes, it wouldn’t be nice for a few hours, it would be horrible not being able to do simple, basic things because of the thick gloves, the weights on your wrists and ankles, the uneven floors, yeuk….. that would be really horrible if you had to be like that for a day. Welcome to my world but it’s isn’t a 24 hour annoyance, no it’s actually been over 150,000 hours. So I take back what I said leaving church in 1999, I AM WORTHY so give me back my life…P.S. Tinnitus and going to the loo 25 times a day make it worse but I’m not beaten yet..

During my surgeries on both days I had 25g’s and 50g’s of intravenous Vitamin C, this made a massive difference to my potential healing. I have to point out that this was given over a 3.5 and 4.5 hr period, the Vitamin C is essential and has to be given over at least this time or the body will not absorb it.

You want to, I can tell you do, ok then but not too much..

My truth.

I’m reasonably confident that all I’ve written about in my posts is fact… I absolutely know that what I say is what I believe so it’s my truth…. I honestly believe that a large part of all serious illness is self-inflicted. Hold on, hold on, I don’t mean that everyone with a serious debilitating disease has thought “oh I think I’ll get sick today”. Obviously that doesn’t happen, no one wants to have a life threatening, terminal illness or a form of dementia, but what I do believe is there’s a sequence of events that slowly but surely lead you down the path of ill health. It can start with simple things like indulging and over indulging in foods or drinks or recreational drugs. Obviously the surface effects are things like weight gain or rapid loss, these can lead to anxiety or depression which lead to worry and doctors visits, then medication, I say medication but it’s not really, it’s just a pharmaceutical drug that eases a symptom temporarily.  All the time that this health issue, physical or mental is happening it’s rapidly affecting the basic functionality or the organs in the body. Every organ needs, what? pharmaceutical drugs? No, definitely not because all they do is mask the problem while the real cause is getting worse. What every organ, every gland, every cell needs is proper nutrition, the reason they fail or function incorrectly is simply because you’ve been putting crap that is nutritionally bereft into your body. Yes it fills you up, temporarily through its bulk but the feelings you misinterpret for being hungry are really but the incredibly intelligent body is screaming for actual, real, natural nutrients not chemical, synthetic garbage. So your mind is being fooled into thinking a certain way because the money grabbing pariahs are conning you while laughing all the way to the bank. So inadvertently you are making things worse, you have a responsibility to look after yourself and ignore the constant advertising feeding you blatant lies.

Sadly the changes happening to the body are gradual, it’s not as if the changes physically and mentally just happen overnight, they take place over months and years so aren’t necessarily obvious to you that doesn’t notice the small subtle differences in a daily basis.  Your organs are constantly fighting a losing battle, you don’t give it what it genuinely needs so it adapts, it makes adjustments but it can only do that for so long. Then the organ or organs say enough is enough and give in, they stop working so the doctor gives you something that allows you to keep functioning, The drug pusher, sorry, the doctor is happy to keep doing this because they themselves have been brainwashed by the pharmaceutical giants into keeping you sick. Take control, stop reading crap sponsored by the people that don’t want you to be healthy, it’s not in their financial interest to make people healthy. Knowing about this, knowing I have the ability to cure myself is my truth.

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