I am always tired at the end of my day, I go to bed early simply because it’s easier for me being in bed, I can watch a bit of tv or read or play words with Friends. It’s not a time that worries me because I’ve gone to bed, in fact it’s quite the opposite as I reflect on my day.
I think for the majority of people it might look a bit sad and depressing but it’s nothing like that at all to me.
More than a decade and change ago I was given some horrible news by a “Matter of fact, shoot from the hip, no punches pulled New York neurologist”, he basically told me that where I was physically, and that was a very bad place, was as good as it gets. In other words everything from that point on was going to be worse than how it was right then. There is no doubt that at that moment a wave of depression and doom flooded over me as if I was sheepishly looking at the Grim Reaper.
But as each day, week, month, year and country has moved on, as more information through my own research, experiments and good and not so good experiences have taught me, there is lots more to learn, lots more to try and the small subtle improvements I can experience everyday and to forget what the Grim reaper said to me in February 2004. In my mind, and that’s all that matters, “it ain’t over till the fat lady sings”.
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